untitled feeling

why do life come like this?
okay, i don't mean to blame life.
Maybe we should think that this is the wonderful thing we can say about life.
Life is ours, as long as we keep straight on our way.
Life is uneasy.
But it's not mean that we should give up our life.
Since the God gives us His Bless when we're born till now,
We should know that life is meaningful to us,
if we can take whatever happened in life patiently.

Hm, i realized that my mood-swinging is so fast, and i'm a teenager now.
So why i could say that we should think that life is wonderful?
Yeah, we should imagine if life is a colors we can see. We have red when we're angry, blue when we're calm and mellow, pink when we're in love, yellow when we're happy, green when we're caring, dark colors when we're sad, etc.

We can mix some colors in order to get a new color.
Our feeling sometimes can be mixed up too.
I found it hard to say what is it.
Is it angry, happy or anything?

We don't know what is it. So i decided to name it untitled feeling.
the kind of untitled feeling is very much. It's very random.
Sometimes we can be angry when we're happy, we're sad when we're angry, etc.

Well, i don't know what is the purpose for me to post this kind of post.
The language is messy and the point of this post is unimportant maybe.
hhh, sorry i'm just "galauing".

Back to life, to reality

I'm at school right now. Everyday, random things are come and gone.
Every problems need to be solved right on the time. Thats me. I dont like saving and canceling to solve a problem. That can make the right things messed up.

I found and hear everyones complaining about something in their life. Maybe that's make a human human.

I don't like to share my complain about anything.
Why?
Hm, i d k.
Maybe i'm feeling more safe if i keep my problems and secret alone.

Although i tell it to anyone, who will give a damn to it?
No one, i think.

So i feel it so useless to share my complaint.
But i know when i cant hold again the pressure, it'll go boom, will burst out tears and anger.

Yeah, i'm just wait for my heart complaint to grow huge and than, i release that the way i keep that.