Haikei Juugo no Kimi e - Angela Aki

This is a song that sang by Angela Aki. It's very sweet~~
U can download it at 4shared.com

This is the romaji lyric and the translated lyric. Enjoy !

Haikei Juugo no Kimi e - Angela Aki

Haikei kono tegami yonde iru anata wa dokode nani o shite iru no darou

Juugo no boku ni wa dare ni mo hanasenai nayami no tane ga aru no desu

Mirai no jibun ni atete kaku tegami nara
Kitto sunao ni uchi akerareru darou

Ima make sou de naki sou de kiete shimai sou na boku wa
Dare no kotoba o shinji arukeba ii no?
Hitotsu shikanai kono mune ga nando mo barabara ni warete
Kurushii naka de ima o ikite iru
Ima o ikite iru

Haikei arigatou juugo no anata ni tsutaetai koto ga aru no desu

Jibun to wa nani de doko e mukau beki ka toi tsudzukereba miete kuru

Areta seishun no umi wa kibishii keredo
Asu no kishibe e to yume no fune yo susume

Ima makenaide nakanaide kiete shimai sou na toki wa
Jibun no koe o shinji arukeba ii no
Otona no boku mo kizutsuite nemurenai yoru wa aru kedo
Nigakute amai ima o ikite iru

Jinsei no subete ni imi ga aru kara osorezu ni anata no yume o sodatete
la,la,la
Keep on believing
la,la,la,

Make sou de naki sou de kiete shimai sou na boku wa
Dare no kotoba o shinji arukeba ii no?
Aa makenaide nakanaide kiete shimai sou na toki wa
Jibun no koe o shinji arukeba ii no
Itsu no jidai mo kanashimi o sakete wa tourenai keredo
Egao o misete ima o ikite ikou
Ima o ikite ikou

Haikei kono tegami yonde iru anata ga
Shiawase na koto o negaimasu




Translated One :


Dear you who are reading this letter: I wonder where you are and what you’re doing.
15-year-old me has worries that I can’t talk to anyone else about.
If I write this letter to my future self, surely I will be able to honestly
and openly express myself.

Whose words should I believe now, when I’m on the edge of losing, on the brink of tears,
and on the verge of disappearing?
When this heart that I only have one of is constantly being broken to pieces?
When I’m living through these difficult years?

Dear 15-year-old you, thank you for you letter.
I have some things that I’d like to say to you.
If you keep asking yourself “in which direction should I head?”
the answer will come to youThe rough seas of adolescence are harsh,
but the ship of your dreams will continue to the riverbank of tomorrow

And when you don’t want to lose, to cry, when you don’t want to disappear,
believe in your own voice.
And even the adult me has times when I get hurt,
even has sleepless nights, but life is bittersweet.

There is meaning to the entirety of one’s life,
so follow your dreams without unease; keep on believing.

Whose words should I believe now, when I’m on the edge of losing,
on the brink of tears, and on the verge of disappearing? When you don’t want to lose,
to cry, when you don’t want to disappear, believe in your own voice. And whatever your age,
sorrow can’t always be avoided, but I now try to live my life showing my smiling face.

Dear you who are reading this letter,
I wish good things for you.

source : http://www.awh.org/2008/10/11/song-translation-tegami-haikei-juugo-no-kimi-he/

Well, somehow i feel very nice after hear this song :)

Hello. . .Remember me?

Me : Well, my blog didn't get any attention from me. Sorry *hiks* . Please don't be NGAMBUL , my blog :(

the blog : . . .Beepbeepbeep (i'm not a ngambulers, you know)

me : =.=" okay, now about my world?

The blog : beepbeepbeep. . .(i dunno, its up 2 u)

me : well. . ., wait a minute. "Beep"? Since when did u become like a machine? -a robot? ><

the blog : beepbeepbeep. . .(dont ask me. Since when you understand robot language?)

me : err. . .Well, i should go now, bye ! *run away, escaping her self*

the blog : hh~ what a weird creature of a human being. . .

~The end~

i'm getting mad

arrrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

what the....
I can't change my blog template !!!!
I really wanna change it, but the setting said that i can't!
oh yeah, by the way, i've just got a modem...
fyuhhh
so i didn.t have to go to internet cafe anymore!!!
but, i really don't understand why i cant change this blog's templateeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAWRRRR !!!!!! anyone can help me? Please!

i'm back :DD

hello,
yeah. one word that i can said to tell u how seniorhighschool life goes. busy.

and also, that's the reason why i seldom update my blog. hh. . .to much homework, trouble, things to do, exams, that's the things that make me stressed. to much thinking and can't be "cuek" is also the reason why. araaahh ! and i've just joined s.o.g in smansa. yeah, that's fun. well, i think thats all for now

Hello, how are u? :)

Yeah, i'm too busy since in senior high school. And also too busy to update this blog. Ergh. . .Ups sorry, my stomatch is too full,wkwkwk.

Well, i feel so many things happened while the time pass us. I feel so much everyday and my mood change easily. . .I know. Sometimes i feel really bad as a human, as a friend, as a junior, as anything as i am. Hhh. . .

I feel uncomfortable with this all. But i can't tell this to anyone. Because i don't know what is the name of this uncomfort feeling. But yeah, my SHS day also have many funny and lovely things. . .I know my life is colorful with this. And i'll try to throw out all the bad things around me. I hope i'll be a good human and kick away any bad side. Sadhu3x, amin, thx god. >.<

Ingin kulihat dia tersenyum lagi.

Aku sedih, aku bingung, aku lelah.

Aku tak mau menyakiti dia. Namun, aku tak mau menghianati kepercayaan mereka. Entah perasaan apa ini namanya. Sungguh menyakitkan untukku.

Menurutku, dia adalah sosok yang lucu dan sangat menghibur. Membuatku bisa menghapus masa lalu. Aku tak mau menyakitinya. Aku ingin sekali, melihat dia yang selalu bisa membuatku tertawa dengan segala tingkah lakunya. . . Aku ingin melihatnya tersenyum seperti dulu lagi. Aku tak suka melihatnya bersedih. Aku tak nyaman melihat dia yang menutupi dirinya dariku. Sebenarnya aku tak mengerti. Apa maksud hatiku ini. Dan aku juga tak bisa, menceritakannya pada siapapun. Aku bingung. Semuanya terlalu membuatku bingung.


Aku selalu menjaga kepercayaan mereka terhadap diriku. Dan aku ingin terus menjaga kepercayaan itu. Namun aku heran, disaat aku sangat butuh mereka, ya, memang mereka ada, tapi segalanya malah terasa rancu. Aku lelah berada di dunia. Karena aku merasa aku tak punya siapapun, karena aku merasa aku bukan siapa2. Aku ingin menolong diriku sendiri tapi aku belum bisa. Aku belum mampu.


Maaf beribu maaf. Aku benar2 tak ingin menyakitimu. Batinku akan terluka melihatmu tersakiti. Namun aku tetap tak bisa menghianati mereka. . .


. . . . . . . . . .

everything about my life since the last time updated this blog.

i cross my senior high day with test, task, test, task, and more test and task. U,yeah, i forgot 2 tell u bout 'GKS XIII'

Yeah, thats a kind of art show by the students of smansa due to the school birthday. There were so much student participate and should take many dispen. The students very2 excited bout GKS. And for the 13th gks, our school invited nidji, rocketrockers, tolbandtol. And operet by teater angin smansa, dance by capoiera smansa, fashion show by smansa model, kpa mandala giri in action, etc. Thats very2 interesting and make the 10th grade, like me as the new comers waits and daydreamed about gks.

But in gks day, i went home b4 all the show finished. I even didn't watch nidji live in action! And also the operet! This make me so sad...but i can do nothing. TT

Next year, i want to watch gks till end! Amin!

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